Fiuh... What A Relief

After 2 months without certainty about the result of my government job's exam, finally I got it answered this morning.

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... didn't pass. Hehehe...

Feeling a bit sad, that's normal. But beyond that sadness I feel such a big relief. Now, I am getting more spiritful to continue my study in Malaysia, something that I had hated before, to take master study. Forgive me ya Allah... Bcoz I once ever hated the idea of continuing education... If my sister read this, I am sure that she would say "Oh... yeah... Once you hate it, now you got to pursue it. That's your karma"